It has been awhile...

I've taken such a long break from blogging for more reasons than one.

So here goes...

I've been out of the country for almost 4 months now and "time" hasn't been on my side. Blogging isn't possible with all the hectic schedule that I've been forced to follow and the "one computer to 5 user" ratio that I have to go through. Therefore no blogging about my secret/unknown life beyond my "usual" self.

As of just last week, I finally met one of my ultimate crushes that I met through the internet. And although he isn't the type of guy everyone would go googoo-gaga over in terms of his present built, he has the face that would really catch anyone's attention. Crushing on him has taken a different turn when I saw him for real, I felt that I was going beyond the boundaries of "crushes" per se. I wanted him to be mine, even for a short time, since I'm bound for home in a month or so. But that won't be possible at all, because he is currently in a long distance relationship attempting to make things work, so honesty and faithfulness is an utmost priority.

So there.... we met and I even slept over in their house for more bonding moments and what have you.

To make the long story , short, I was tempted. I resisted. I now am truly pass liking him.

But the true friend that I am, I will just be content with enjoying the gift of being able to watch him sleep soundly beside me. And dream in a different world where I am his and he is mine.:)